deathwish27 (deathwish27) wrote,

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I dont know

Hmm...Well I've had a boring day. Usually how all my weekends go. I just sat around doing nothing. I dont know what to type about. I dont know what to say.

Wait, I may have something.Maybe.

What's in my heart. I dont know.hmm. Love. Love is in my heart right now. I'm starting to see how it functions within me. How it functions within everyone. I mean, Life scares me. I dont know what the future holds for me. You go from being a baby to a grown adult who knows right from wrong. It's crazy that when you're five, the biggest problem you have is accidently breaking the yellow crayon and getting in trouble with a teacher.Or for A Teen the biggest problem is School, your boyfriend your girlfriend Did he cheat on you. Did she cheat on you.Then The problems of Adults, Bills, how you're going to find a way to live, find a way to support your kids and give them everything they want.Life is such a complicated thing.

But, what's life without love. Everyone feels it, everyone know's it. From that small child to that grown adult. Love is something we fear we'll never truly find, because sometimes we get so wrapped up in wanting a gf or a bf. But we forget that we have love all around us. Yeah it's cool to find that special someone. But just cause you havent found them, doesnt mean you should feel alone...feel...unloved. I mean...because there's always at least one person out there who must love you. One or maybe a whole group. Who knows.

It's hard sometimes though. I mean because Sometimes you confuse love with lust, with attachement,or even with obsession.What is love? Hmm. To me love is something that beats everything. It bleeds through walls that are built to block it. Let me put it simply.

"Love is patient and kind. Love is not jealous, it does not brag, and it is not proud. Love is not rude, is not selfish and does not become angry easily. Love does not remember wrongs done against it. Love is not happy with evil. but is happy with the Truth. Love patiently accepts all things. It always trusts,always hopes, and always continues strong"
1 Corinthians 13:4-7

This is true. I mean, if you really love then you'll be patient, If you're really truly in love, and you know it, then it shouldnt make you jealous when you see your 'Honey/baby/sugar' (ect.) talking to that girl or boy. Why? Because you know that your 'Honey/baby/sugar' (ect.)is yours and only yours. Love is everything. Love should be the center of your world. That's what should make up life. Love should be life. Whether it be towards a kid, towards a parent, towards a husband, a wife, a girlfriend a boyfriend. Love will open your souls eyes to all. It will show you things that you would of never seen with your body's eyes.

"If the people we love are taken from us, the way they live on is to never stop loving them.Buildings burn, people die, but real love is forever."
- The Crow

But enough of me rambling, I should go now.

Hasta luego.
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